December 2010
Day Two: Nine Things About Me
My biggest personal issue is my weight.
Whenever I see someone crying, I usually laugh even if I feel bad too.
I was baptized, had my communion, but quit catholicism right after. I have no religious beliefs, I believe in what I want.
Whenever I thought about killing myself, I realized I never could because I’d miss my family.
My nails are rarely of equal length but no one ever really...
Day One: Ten People, Ten Things
I have no idea where you are, and I’m beyond happy because of it. I hope you’re dead.
I’m not really sure what to think about you. When I’m around you, I think you’re the greatest person ever and we have so much fun. Yet, bad things always seem to happen between us.
I’m glad nothing happened between us, but that doesn’t mean I didn’t love you.
...
I Need Another Challenge
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe...
“Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your...”
– Lawrence Krauss
A New Year or Just A New Month?
I guess that’s the real question. Are things going to change or stay completely the same? This New Year I’m going to be with two people that I planned on spending New Years with two years ago, and some others. I guess it’s sort of like a glimpse at the past, in present times. It’s so weird to think about, how far one can go in a matter of seconds, 31, 556,926 to be exact.
...
It’s all right.
Day Thirty: Five Years From Now
I’ll be almost twenty one in five years, if I’m alive that is. I guess I’d like to see myself anywhere but here, with a cat or two. I’d prefer to leave the country, maybe study abroad. But, as I’ve said before, I can’t plan anything out. I just have to see and wait.
I feel like in five years, my life can finally begin.
Day Twenty Nine: Odd Habits
I drink too loudly.
And I don’t have to tell you that...
Day Twenty Eight: Three Wishes
For my parents to win the lottery
World peace
To lose 10-20 pounds and keep the weight off forever
Day Twenty Seven: Somewhere I Want to Visit
I dream of going everywhere. I want to see Scandinavia in the winter, Antarctica in the summer, Europe in the fall, and Australia in the spring. I’ll squeeze South America and Africa somewhere in between. All I want to do is travel the world.
Day Twenty Six: My Favorite Kiss
Yeah, I really don’t know. I guess whenever my estrogen levels were highest? I’m going to go wear a pretty dress now.
Nothing beats Indie on Christmas Eve, especially...
Day Twenty Five: And My First Kiss Went A Little...
My first kiss was with a gay ballerina almost a year into our relationship. I was wearing yellow on my front porch and it was really cold outside. But I haven’t kissed anyone there since and I felt incredibly light headed after (probably because of the below freezing temperature.)
Day Twenty Three: My Week
From last Wednesday to now, it’s been almost perfect. I think the worst part of the week was maybe Monday, I guess I was just feeling all the awful things that have happened this year. Today was definitely the highlight of my week. I got to hang out with people I normally don’t, and a few I normally do. I managed to also be “violated” (but not really) by two boys, none of...
Day Twenty Three: Tumblr Crushes
Jennifer Pancheo
That’s really the only person I look at daily.
Day Twenty Two: My Horoscope of the Day
If you have fallen into a rut, today’s Lunar Eclipse can mix things up as it rattles your 6th House of Daily Routine. Nevertheless, it’s important for you to maintain a consistent workflow, instead of trying to overcompensate for a task that should have already been finished. A last minute push won’t help; instead, establish a pace that you can sustain. Your persistence and...
Day Twenty One: The Changes in a Year
My life has changed so much this year, it’s insane. I started out finally free of old heartaches and ready to make a new start. But as time went on, I had developed new heartbreaks, opened up old wounds, and started to see who I really am. I fell in love and I fell out of it, I forgave the world and hated it all over again. But the thing is, when I think about all of it now I realize that...
Day Twenty: What I Ate Today
Egg sandwich
Pretzels
Waffle thing
Pizza
Day Nineteen: My Last Birthday and My Next
On my last birthday, it was a Friday and I wore my hat to school. Laura came over my house after and we went to Friendly’s with Tyler, Tom, and Leanne. It was a rather odd day to be honest. I remember getting a gift from a boy I barely knew at the time who ended up being a significant part of my life, and I remember talking to someone who I talked to almost every day who I can’t even...
Day Eighteen: One Confession
But everytime I try to get over it, you’re right there.
Day Seventeen: Bulleting My Day
Today, I’m sick. So, no bullets.
Day Sixteen: My Relationship Status
I wish I didn’t like men, that’s pretty much it.
I don’t consider myself in a relationship at the moment, maybe tomorrow I’ll feel differently.I would actually like to be completely alone.
Technically, I’m single and I’m totally okay with that.
Day Fifteen: Something I Worry About
I worry that I’ll never speak to you again.
I worry that you were the one for me.
I worry about my cat, wherever she is.
I worry that you’ll love someone else tomorrow.
I worry about us.
I worry about you.
I worry about school.
I worry about my friends.
I worry that he’ll find me.
I worry that he’ll hurt me.
I worry about my weight.
I worry about forgetting...
