I realized what happened was like what happened between Lindsay and Nick in Freaks and Geeks when Lindsay kissed Nick because she felt really bad for him. Nick was all excited and he thought it was romance, but it wasn’t. Not for Lindsay anyway. For a really long time I felt like it was since I constantly heard “Nick’s” side of things, so I assumed it meant something to both of them and I felt so bad about it. But, Lindsay had a story too and I just wasn’t ready to hear it. But, I understand now and I’ll finally be able to move on and I hope that Nick is ready to go on as well because I think Nick’s great.
And I’m James Franco, but that’s another story.